Life Experience: "It Is Over!"

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It Is Over!
(Danny Bawibikthawng)
 
My life was in happiness.
My heart was in full of joy.
My heart was scarless and it was beautiful.
I was alone but I never felt loneliness.
My heart never wanted anything.
My life was good until you came into my life.
You came into my life and showed me what is life.
You taught me about love and gave me love.
You took my innocent heart and you broke it.
It is now in pieces because of you.
The pain I feel makes me feel like this is the end of the world.
Nothing is beautiful and everything is ugly.
Emptiness and loneliness overwhelms my life.
Now my heart is in pain and it is unbearable.
The worst feeling in life is the time I know that all your love is a lie.
They say that time heals all wounds but what I realize now is it’s just a story.
You never knew how much I love you.
You never valued what I gave you until you lost it.
You never understood that once you lose it, you can never get it back.
As an old saying, people reap what they sow.
You will think of me one day as I thought of you.
You will cry for me as I did for you.
You will want me as much as I wanted you.
A million words would not bring the love I have for you back, because you completely ruined it.
A million tears will not get my love back to you because you terribly abandoned it.
It's hard to pretend I love someone when I don't, but it will be harder to pretend that I don't love you when I really do.
But I finally made a difficult and painful decision to let you go, because I can't stand the pain anymore.
You think that I am weak because of I give up but it does not mean that I am weak but it means that I am strong enough to let you go.
You never know that I am not only always hope for the best but also I am always ready for the worst at the same time.
It's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.
It’s over and it’s time to start the new chapter.
I am now getting back to my old and beautiful life.
It’s a new and fresh start for new beginning.
Smile :) !!!
It's over.




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